NOW, You're Bi!...
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*NOW, You're Bi! (My First Lesbian Experience)*
Whenever I want to be turned on, my thoughts wander back to one particular incident. It was a few years ago now, that I had my first real sexual experience with another woman...
Nikki and I had been best friends since about sixth grade, when she'd moved here and started going to my school. We were in twelfth grade now, just turned 18 and almost done high school. We hung out together all the time, usually with a few other girls, but Nikki and I were closest to each other. We confided almost everything to each other. She was my best friend and confidant. She was quite attractive too. With her perfect, straight raven hair, blue eyes, and tall slim figure, she was often the subject of boys' glances in the halls at school. She was the subject of mine as well, though it took me a while to admit that to myself.
Nikki and I were relaxing together in my sauna at about eleven o'clock one Friday night. My parents were out of town for the week-end, at conference down in the New York somewhere, and they'd left me in charge of the house for the week-end. I'd invited Nikki over for the week-end and we were enjoying having a whole house to ourselves without meddling parents. We'd just finished eating our pizza in the rec room while watching a movie, and decided to have a sauna. We'd turned it on before starting the movie so it was nice and hot now; steam rose quickly from the heater in the corner as Nikki poured on another bucket of water.
While her back was turned, I couldn't help noticing how the damp material of the bikini bottom clung to her rear, conforming perfectly to her curves. I caught myself watching her, as I'd done many times recently, with other girls too, but especially Nikki. Surely I wasn't really ogling her there? I could see why the guys were so hot for her though, there was no denying that she was very attractive. As she turned to come back to the bench, I looked at her beautiful breasts straining against the material of the under-sized top of the bikini I had leant her. My breasts were only a size 32b, hers must have been at least that in a c-cup. I wondered at my notice of her attractiveness.
"I was just looking at her objectively," I wanted to tell myself. "She *is* attractive." Still... In the last month or so, I'd started to notice myself looking at attractive girls more and more. It was only the day before that I had really consciously started to wonder about myself. I knew I wasn't a lesbian, that was ridiculous. I'd had sex with my last boyfriend plenty of times, and certainly enjoyed it. Even though we'd broken up a few months ago, our sexual escapades were still often the subject of my masturbation fantasies. Even with my fantasies though, the girls had started to creep into my consciousness.
When I fantasized about a guy going down on me, in the haze of building orgasm I would forget that it was supposed to be a guy licking me and it would become an attractive women staring up from my crotch, in my mind's eye. The night before this, I had decided to see if I could get turned on just thinking about a girl - and did I ever! Was I maybe bisexual?
I'd heard somewhere that you could fantasize about the same sex without being homosexual at all... I'd decided to talk to Nikki about it. If I could confide in anyone, it was her. But today, I hadn't been able to make myself bring it up yet. We'd been out with other friends most of the day, but when we came back to my place I still hadn't said anything. Now seemed as good a time as any though. As Nikki sat back down next to me, I tried to think of what I was going to say... 'Should I just out and tell her, "I think I might be bi"? Maybe I should just ask her some question about it, and see how she reacts...' I was still mulling this over in my mind when Nikki spoke.
"Gill, can I ask you something?"
"Sure, what's up?" I replied, grateful for the interruption. Nikki opened her mouth to speak, but seemed hesitant.
"I... Well, you see... I've been thinking."
"About what?"
"Well, for a while now, I've been... Would you promise not to tell anyone?"
What was this? In my curiousity, I forgot what I was going to say.
"Of course I wouldn't tell! Sounds like something's bothering you... what's up?"
"Well," she said, "It's like this..." She paused a moment, seeming to search for he right words. The sauna was quite hot now, and the condensation and sweat made her look even more attractive. "For a while now," she resumed, "When I... play with myself..." Now this was interesting. We had discussed masturbation before, so this wasn't breaking new ground. But I had been a little turned on by it the first time, a few months ago, and now the thought of discussing such intimate things with Nikki was more than a little exciting to me. "...you know how we were discussing fantasies?"
"Yes."
"Well, I didn't tell you the whole truth back a when we were talking about what we liked to think about to bring ourselves off. See, for a while now... well,... this may seem a bit strange to you, but I've been thinking about *girls* when I masturbate."
I'm sure I must have blinked. I suddenly remembered what I had been about to tell Nikki. And she'd just told it to me.
"I don't think it's 'strange'!" I blurted out, scrambling frantically for the right words to say.
"Well, it's just that I've been thinking more and more about it, and I realized that they do turn me on. Girls I mean. It gets me horny to think about girls. I'm starting to think I might be a lesbian or something. Sorry, I..."
I was still a bit surprised but I managed to reply. "Nikki... I meant to tell you, I was just going to tell you, I mean... um... I do the same thing."
It was out of the bag now.
"You... think about girls?"
"Yeah. Last night I even thought about just a girl, and nothing else. I imagined some hot girl... licking me and stuff and it really turned me on. I was going to ask you about it, what it meant. I mean, I know I'm not a lesbian. Tyler was proof of that. But do you think maybe I'm... bisexual or something."
"Wow...hehe," Nikki laughed nervously. "We're both in the same boat then I guess." There was a short silence as we both contemplated the floor.
"So," I finally said, "If I notice attractive girls, and get turned on by thinking about them, does that mean I'm bisexual?"
"Well... I don't know. It seems like such a strange thing. I mean, I've always considered myself straight..."
"Me too," I said. "But recently, I've just started noticing girls, you know? I catch myself looking at girls and thinking 'Gee, she's hot.'"
"I've been doing that for ages," Nikki said. "It just really hit me the other day though. I'm attracted to girls."
"Well, I guess it seems that we're both at least a little bisexual then, doesn't it Nikki?" I turned and smiled at her.
"I guess so. Wow. That just... it seems so odd to say it, doesn't it? 'I'm bisexual.' I mean, I've never actually though seriously, about going out with a girl or anything, let alone... sleeping with one."
"I fantasized about having sex with a girl." I said. Another akward pause. Had I said too much?
"Wh... What did you think about?" asked Nikki, cautiously.
"Well... it wasn't any big fantasy or anything. I just thought of someone licking my pussy like I do sometimes, except this time it was a girl instead of a guy."
"Was she naked?"
"Yes. I thought about her breasts. And... her pussy. I imagined a girl licking me while she fingered herself."
"Wow... that... That turns me on, to think about that, Gill. That's... I mean, I think that's something I'd like to do, you know? That excites me as much as the thought of doing anything with a guy."
"Me too." I leant back in a corner of the sauna, looking at Nikki. God, she was hot. "I guess we really are bisexual then, aren't we?"
"Yeah, um, you know, I have been noticing girls all the time. It makes sense I guess. Even today, Melissa was wearing that tight top... and you in that bikini, I mean, you're hot too. I can see why Ty liked you so much." I guess she had a point. She wasn't the only one who got hungry looks at school. My long cascade of light-red hair that went halfway down my back certainly caught attention. And though my tits aren't as big as Nikki's they weren't too small, and I have a nice trim body.
"You're not too bad-looking yourself, you know." I said, looking at Nikki's breasts again.
"You really think so?" asked Nikki. "I mean, I am I the kind of girl that you think you'd be... attracted to?" I considered this for a moment. The thought of someone like Nikki touching me, licking me...
"Yes." I replied. "I think you're hot. To tell you the truth, I've, um, noticed you before sometimes, I've looked at you. I think you're beautiful." I couldn't believe I just said that.
"I, uh, I've looked at you before too, Gill. Right now even, you look really hot."
We sat in silence for a bit. I dumped another pail of water onto the sauna heater. A thought struck me.
"Have you ever... kissed a girl?" I asked Nikki cautiously.
"No," she said quickly. "I've never... Would you like to...um, kiss me? Just to see what it's like, you know, to really kiss a girl."
"I guess," I said, a lot less enthusiastiacally than I felt. I felt a bit strange. This was *Nikki*, my best friend here, asking me to kiss her. The upper level of the sauna was getting quite hot, so we sat down together on the lower bench. Nikki reached out with her left hand and ran in gently through my hair. I felt a strage combination of elation and nervousness at the feel of her touch. I put both my hands on her shoulders and leant forward, tilting my head slightly. Our lips met, and we pressed them together tightly. My eyes closed. I couldn't believe how turned on I was. Our mouths opened as our lips twisted together. I stuck the tip of my tongue out tentatively, and met with Nikki's tongue just outside her teeth. We began to explore each other's mouths, running tongues along gums, licking lips.
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